A Silly Attempt

Hope Is A Waking Dream

Long hours, exhausted.
Couldn't sleep last night.
Tossing,
Turning.
Heart filled with feelings hard to describe.
Wanna cry, wanna laugh all the same time.

Images of you, twisted.
Insecurities—An exclusive delight.
Swarming,
Brimming.
Poisoned emotions, I refuse to subscribe.
Wanna laugh but am crying all the damn time.

A life full of disappointment,
makes a heart as cold as ice.
No! My heart will not listen, did not listen
Refuse, refuse, refuse...
Refuse and denied!
What life's lesson painfully learned?
Since you came into sight.
red lipsticks...are you aware?
Sweet perfume...a love affair?
Oh, my poor heart,
Please handle with care?

Frustration and longing,
Flowing a forsaking stream.
Agony of uncertainty,
Torturing sublime.

Wearing hopes on sleeves,
Living a waking dream.
Mixed up emotions,
Passionate crime.

I am crying, I am laughing all the same damn time.
Living a daydream, a sweet dream,
With hope...
This hope is my waking dream.
HOPE IS A WAKING DREAM.